That experience made me think back to the first day of school, specifically to each of the girls first day of kindergarten. It is a day of mixed emotions. You are happy that your child is old enough to have this great growing experience, but sad because they won't be home with you all the time. That is a good thing too. I soon learned that even after the kids were away they came home with hugs, kisses and wanting to snuggle with me.
Gradually, kids grow. They become more independent. They aren't rushing home to be with you. Then one day it is time for them to be out on their own. This is the goal. We want to raise competent, independent adults. Sometimes that comes at a price.This weekend, a couple of friends took their oldest to start summer term at college. I heard through the grape vine that one dad said is like they left a piece of them behind as they are traveling home. Here I am at the beginning stage with one child and further down the road with others. I am scared, dreading, hopefully and happy for the day I leave a piece of my heart and they start their own journey. BUT for now, I will hug them even tighter and rush to see them when I have been away and treasure the time I have with them!


